today i coughed a lot, made tacos, finished homework, and washed some clothes. not much, but it felt like loads. pretty sure i have some nasty bronchitis. miserable. fighting it.
I was just thinking about the fact that I rarely say the word love anymore. I don’t say I love things, or songs, or any of that often. I say I love my dogs and cat. I say I love my friends. OK, maybe I say it more than I thought.
Lately, I feel incredibly happy and content. I was thinking tonight that its a good think I am not dating, because I think I would wrongly mislable this feeling as love. It feels like it, but there is no person to be in love with. Maybe I am just in love with the grad student, working, hanging on my couch and watching netflix life. Who knows.
had a bad day. felt like a jerk all day. no matter what I did, I felt like everyone was out to show me I am a jerk all day.
didn’t want to go out after work, but the blue circle insisted. I went. We had a great time. I felt better. and I got some fir ice cream out of the mix, too. must alwasy listen to friends. also: it’s meredith’s birthday. which, yeah.
Other than photos, I post next to never right now,
I am in school thru Western Michigan University working on my Masters in Psychology. Emphasis in Behavior Analysis, of course.
I am loving my puppies and my life. I am not dating. Sort of actively not dating, I think, A year in and I am loving being single still.
I am on the verge of getting rid of my car and getting a new one!
I am thinking of writing more poetry. It’s been a hot minute.